Rami watched as the island that had been her home burned in the fire caused by the sea witch. There had been word that some of the missing trolls had been found, that some of them had been spared the fate of being a sacrifice, but that all who had been captive there were killed after seven days. She had held onto the hope that Urja was still alive, on one of the other orc ships they had boarded to escape, until she spoke with an injured survivor. He said that every troll, human, or dwarf captured never lived past the noon of their seventh day there, and that there were sacrifices being made up to the point that Thrall had lead them to the sacrificial chamber. Rami's eyes had begun to tear up and she left for the deck to watch the island. Many other trolls were there, mostly the younger ones who didn't know any other place existed. Rami watched the fires grow, watched as the last constant, the last precious thing in her life burned and sank into the sea. There was nothing left for her now, and nothing to hope for. Her parents, her village, her island, her mate...her love, all gone. Rami sank to her knees and cried without considering what anyone else thought. She didn't know how long she was there for, all she knew was the misery of loosing the one she had called her own. She woke up in a small room, a meal and water sat by her cot. She turned away, and returned to her misery, ignoring all who came to visit her.
Urja was on the first ship to land and helped to scout a place to set up a base camp. Urja was anxious to see who else had managed to get off the island, and found Ajani had been on the second ship, and heard that Rami was on the last one that would be pulling ashore. The promise of seeing Rami proved to be such a big distraction as he helped the orcs set up camp that Ajani relieved him and let him take his position as scout. He watched the ships pull in, and on the last ship he saw a group of trolls gathered around an individual, guiding her to the beach. he looked carefully and grinned when he saw it was Rami, and stole down to the group, careful to stay out of sight.
The group had finally managed to coax Rami out of her room for the first time since they had left their island, and she was still close to the edge. "What be joo seeing Rami? What be de ansestahs be tellin joo?" Rami stood quietly, looking at the landscape in silence. Rami didn't know how to answer their question, or cared to. She had not communed with the spirits since she had heard of the sacrifices. She wanted nothing to do with the elements, the living and especially not the dead. Tears streaked down her face and she shook her head. She hadn't said a word since she uttered her cry of mourning days ago, and many suspected she had not eaten either. Rami stood there for what seemed like hours to her until a voice called her name. She remained rooted to the spot, certain the voice existed only in her mind, until it called again, and a troll turned her around and she saw for herself. There stood Urja, a stupid grin on his face, walking toward her as if nothing had happened. She didn't know if this was yet another trick of the mind or not until the others called to him. They all gathered around him, except for Rami who just stared at him while the others asked him questions about what had happened on the island, how Sen'jin died, and if the orc leader was like what they'd heard. Through all the talk, Urja could barely hear, but everyone fell silent as Rami spoke, even as quietly as she did. "Ah thought joo were dead..." she said, still staring at Urja. Urja approached her, trying to think of how to explain how he had let her think he was dead for almost two weeks. "Rami, Ah didn't-" She hit him hard across the face, although still open handed. Urja looked at her in confusion as another tear streamed down her face, the emotions hard to read. Her lip quivered as she watched him, then punched him hard in the jaw, nearly knocking him over. He felt where she had hit him, and caught her wrist as she tried to land a third blow. She looked like she was again on the verge of tears, then simply collapsed in Urja's arms, hanging on limply as he lowered her to the ground, setting her in a kneeling position. She looked him in the eyes, the stress of having lost and then regained him as well as no food had left her so drained that all she could do was hold onto him as hard as she could. "Ah thought Ah lost joo..." Urja tightened his embrace, and whispered back "Ah will always be here for joo. Always"